One slight problem

I should be studying…. I’m only halfway through one of my questions and I have 5 to complete. I’m studying for comprehensive exams. Next week Monday through Friday I will be writing from 8am to noon on 5 different topics chosen by a committee of my professors. Basically this is like writing five 10-page papers on topics that I don’t necessarily care about. I just need to keep working because tomorrow I have to teach all day, and I’ll be too tired to be very productive tomorrow evening. I do have all day Sunday and Mon.-Thurs. afternoons and evenings to put the finishing touches on everything. Everybody send me all their extra brain power and will power because I’m going to need all the supportive help I can get.

There’s just one slight problem….I’m really fucking horny!!! I want to cum so bad that it has been invading my mind while studying, and I’m usually able to subjugate such unproductive thoughts. I need my body to be used and pleasured…. All I want to to right now is take off all my clothes, jump into bed, and masturbate until I can’t cum any more………..

Delicious Reunion Sex

I had a business trip this past weekend. I was so horny when I got home that I practically attacked my husband. We went upstairs immediately and got into bed naked. His hands and lips were all over me. He made me feel like a treasured princess. His fingers found their way to my clit, and as he slowly stroked it he whispered in my ear. He wouldn’t let me cum….every time I got close he slowed down. It felt so good!!!!!! Finally he pushed me over the edge and I had the absolute best orgasm of my entire life! I used to be able to keep orgasms going for up to 30 minutes when I used to masturbate for hours with him on the phone while we were dating, but I hadn’t been able to do it for years. He kept his finger lightly moving over the magic spot and I just kept cumming and cumming. My head was all wishy-washy, and I couldn’t see straight. He kissed my mouth as it finally started to subside. It was an experience that neither of us expected. I don’t even remember much of what happened after that, but I know it involved him fucking me so hard my pussy was still sore this morning. I love my husband…..

Still no comments

I guess nobody has anything to say. Not surprising. This is a boring blog. I could try writing inflammatory remarks about whatever is annoying me at the moment. Would you like to read that sort of thing? Well, here it comes.

I hate people who don’t try to make their relationships work. I’m referring to a friend of mine. She recently changed her career field to music after not being in it for many years. Her husband was her biggest supporter of going back to music. But now that she is in the thick of things, she wants nothing to do with her non-musician husband. She says that all she wants to do is be around musicians, and that the two of them have nothing to talk about anymore. They’ve been married less than two years, and I don’t think they’ll make it to three. One of the things that bothers me the most is that she used to be quite a wild lady. She used to go out to bars a lot, but since she’s gotten married she has toned it down a lot. Now that she is back in music, she has been going out a lot and spending all of her free time with a young musician that she works with. He’s a cute little guy who needed a mother type for awhile. Now when they hang out it just seems ridiculously inappropriate. Their body language suggests that more is going on than a friendship. Platonic friends don’t caress each others faces tenderly!!! This is the girl I told about my sexual lifestyle and she responded with, “I never want to hear another word.” She’s clearly cheating on her husband, and has even told him that she wants out of the marriage. Her husband works very hard at a job he doesn’t necessarily love to support her financially while she is making her way in the music world, but she doesn’t seem to want to make things work with him. I just want to slap her sometimes!!!!!! How can someone cheat on their husband, but be disgusted with my admission of having sexual relationships with other men (it’s sanctioned and encouraged by my husband)?? What a hypocrite!

Who are you?

I love seeing the stats of who is reading my blog, but I want to know who you are, not just where you are. Please leave me a comment and let me know what you think. There are some of you who check in regularly, but don’t comment. I know I don’t post very often, but I think I would post more if I got feedback from people. Let me have it: Who are you and what do you think?

Laying it all on the line….

Here’s my problem. I started this blog as a sex blog. All I wanted to write about was sex. I still want to write about sex, but right now there isn’t much to write about. It’s all pretty vanilla right now. I want it to be more exciting, but there have been so many circumstances lately that have prevented me from getting what I want. First of all, I’m so very very busy with school. It is absolutely imperative that I spend every waking moment preparing for comprehensive exams. I’ve worked too hard all these years to do poorly on the very last set of exams I’ll ever have to take in my life.

I have also found myself having issues with being brave enough to get what I want sexually. I get angry with how much I’ve changed from when I was an undergrad. I don’t have the confidence in myself to talk to men. I hate that! I just want to be able to know whether he’s mocking me or actually interested in talking to me. How will I ever know that? And more importantly how will I just get over that fear, and start to actually not care what they think of me or how they treat me. Ultimately, no man’s opinion of me counts except my husband’s, and I know his opinion of me will never change.

I just want a regular fuck buddy. Someone that my husband can share me with. Someone who will be a friend to me, and someone who lives in the same town as me. Someone who I can enjoy sexually as well as emotionally as a friend. I’m so afraid of rejection right now that I don’t know if I’ll ever find that someone.

Also, society in general just isn’t prepared to deal with the type of open relationship that I have. I’m afraid of losing the small amount of friends I still have if they find out about my “lifestyle.”

Another problem I’m having lately. I’m not horny enough!! I know it’s normal to go through phases and that my libido is related to stress, but this is getting ridiculous. Over the past few months I haven’t been interested in sex as much as I usually am, and it’s driving me crazy! I haven’t had any new encounters, or even chances for encounters, and that’s usually what gets me all fired up. Of course, that is all very distracting and right now I can’t afford to be distracted as I said above.

And, lastly, if I live the way I want to, it doesn’t leave much room for children. There are two sides of me that are fighting right now. On one hand I really want to have a baby, and on the other hand I just want to have a lot of fun before my “life” is over because of the new responsibilities.

So that’s why I felt like giving up on my blog. It’s not interesting anymore. I would have stopped reading it regularly a long time ago if I were you. But with that said, I’M NOT GOING ANYWHERE. I’m going to keep trying to make this blog something that people will want to read. I want to have hot encounters to write about so that I can succeed in making other people horny. There is definitely someone I have in mind for future encounters. He knows who he is, and hopefully it will happen soon. Actually he’s the perfect guy to be the fuck buddy, but he lives too far away and has to keep his encounters a secret. It is heartbreakingly complicated, and that makes ma a little sad because he deserves more than that.

To all my readers (all 5 of you - lol ) thank you for being interested enough in me to visit my little blog. My intentions are good, and I promise I’ll try not to let you down. Please keep reading and sharing comments with me. I appreciate it very much!

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I deleted a bunch of posts today. I think that I will be deleting this whole blog. I just don’t care any more. I keep running out of things to write. I’m just a boring person.

Normal

Today was such a wonderfully normal day. I spent the whole day with my husband and it couldn’t have been better! We woke up and fooled around for a bit. Then his mother called, but after the phone call he was all over me. I love morning sex (I think I’ve said that before)!!! There is just something about the comfort of the bed after just waking up that always makes me horny. He “forced” me to suck his cock. I was shoving it down my throat in no time. He stopped me before he came and pushed me back on the pillows so he could lick my pussy. This morning if felt so deliciously good. My head was swimming with my first orgasm in no time, and before it subsided his cock was slamming into my pussy. My whole body was filled with pleasure as I felt his cock inside me. He stopped right before I was about to cum again and went back down to lick me some more. The instant his tongue flicked my clit I came again. He kept licking me as my whole body was shaking. I forced him off of me because it was way to senstive to take any more, but he had other ideas. He rolled me over and slid his cock in me from behind and just fucked me. I love to be fucked like that. I was screaming in another climax by the time he shot his load in me. We fell into each others arms and snoozed for about an hour before it was time to get up for the day.

After breakfast (ok it was lunch time), we drove to a neighboring city to attend a Saint Patrick’s Day Parade Organization fundraiser. We saw a really good band play and did some good people watching. It was kind of like being at someone else’s family reunion, but we only went because my husband works with some of the guys in the band. It was so fun!!

By the time the band finished we were hungry so we went to grab a bite to eat before going to a movie. We decided to see Libertine (unless you are a diehard Johnny Depp fan, don’t bother seeing it). Since we were bored almost the whole time and there were only 6 people total in the theater we ended up fooling around the whole time. It was the first time I had ever sucked a cock in a movie theater. It was very sexy knowing that the people in front of us could turn around at any moment.

Once we got home we played a board game because we are nerds like that. I won as usual… well actually he usually wins, but I like to think that I’m at least competitive with him. We went to bed kind of early and watched tv. It was the perfect day with him. It felt like we were dating again and I was in Toronto visiting him. No worries, just enjoying each others’ company.

yesterday

Yesterday morning I woke up feeling the need for skin to skin contact. Luckily my husband was snoozing next to me. I backed my ass up so we were “spooning” (I hate that term, but it’s easier to expain it this way). For some reason I just wanted his cock in my ass. I got him hard then begged him to fuck my ass. I didn’t have to ask twice and he was lubed up and sliding it inside me. It felt so good to have him shoving his cock in me that way. I didn’t even cum, but it was the best sex I’ve had in a month. I love to feel slutty….

need

I need to get fucked. I need to be ravaged by a man who can’t keep his hands off of me. I want to feel desired. I need my body to be used for his pleasure. I want to get pushed around, slapped, and “forced.” I need to feel like a slut. I need to suck cock until I’m so turned on my pussy is dripping wet. I need to be fucked from behind - cock slamming into me hard. I need to get fucked in the ass. I love how that makes me feel. I love to be slutty…. who will help me tonight? ; )