Saturday Part Two

As I was sucking N’s cock he reached down and started playing with my nipple. He started to pinch it lightly and I moaned onto his cock. He started pinching harder and harder and pretty soon he was pinching quite hard. I must have been making a lot of noise because both my husband and L asked if I was ok. Of course I was!!! Every pinch zipped straight from my nipple to my clit. It’s such a turn on for me. I love to be treated like a slut.

Meanwhile, my husband is licking L’s pussy on the other bed. He so loves to lick pussy. I couldn’t help myself and had to stop sucking so I could watch for awhile. I loved seeing the look on her face as he licked her. I just kept thinking, “yeah, it does feel good doesn’t it?” His tongue is the most talented I’ve ever experienced, and from the look on her face I think she was impressed. I loved being able to see her orgasm wash over her, to see her shake with pleasure. It was awesome.

At that point I really wanted to touch her and kiss her, but I was still too nervous. And soon, she was sucking my husband’s cock. So I took the opportunity to get back to sucking N’s cock. But he had something else in mind. He motioned for me to lay next to him on the bed, and as I did his hands were all over my body. He played with my breasts some more, and then his hand went down between my legs. His finger went right for my clit. It was a bit of a surprise because he moved his hand down there so fast. It felt amazing after being so turned on from sucking his cock and getting my nipple pinched. He sucked on my nipple as he alternated between rubbing my clit and finger fucking my pussy. Then he zeroed in on just my clit and started to lightly bite my nipple. My head nearly exploded it felt so good.

Part Three will be forthcoming…. hopefully it won’t take so long to write more this time.

Saturday Part One

Last night my husband and I had our first “date” with our new friends, N and L. We arrived in their town, checked into a hotel, and called them. They arrived 30 minutes later and knocked on the door. I was so incredibly nervous! I just get so shy around new people in general, and these were people we were going to be having sex with so that added to my shyness. They came in and we talked for a few minutes. It was awkward, but they were nice people. We all rode to the restaurant in our car. We sat down and ordered drinks. I needed some alcohol to make me less nervous. Conversation was pretty easy; they did most of the talking. I behaved myself and didn’t act snobby (at least I don’t think I did). Throughout dinner I couldn’t help but stare at L’s tits. They are amazing and all I could think about was I hope I get to touch them! N did his fair share of staring at me, and I loved the attention. My husband kept squeezing my knee under the table out of excitement. All four of us genuinely enjoyed dinner.

When we were finished eating we went back to our hotel room and sat around chatting for awhile. It was still awkward because none of us wanted to make the first move. It almost got comical until my husband finally started taking my clothes off. That’s how it started, and eventually all four of us were naked. We starting things by playing with our spouses first then my husband told me to suck N’s cock. Of course I jumped at the chance and had his cock in my mouth in no time. He is a lot longer than my husband, but not nearly as wide so it took a while to get used to. After a lot of gagging I managed to get him all the way in. His hands were on my head forcing me down on his cock. I was getting very turned on.

Ok, I’m stopping here for now, but I will write more as I get time….. Of course, getting comments on what I’ve written so far will only speed up the process. hint, hint……

I’m surviving

I have handled this school situation to the best of my ability. I feel like this is part of my final examinations for graduation. This was a personal test of how to handle myself in the halls of academia when things go wrong. Basically, this issue made it all the way to the desk of the president of the university. I have come out of this ordeal with more strength and a better appreciation for my own integrity. I generally am the last one to toot my own horn, but one thing I’m not afraid of sharing with people is my dedication to my education and every aspect of it. Because of my past, and its relative lack of controversy, I came through unscathed. All the hard work I have shown have paid off. I have learned that people do notice when I work a little harder than is expected of me. For me, this has been a huge breakthrough. And while it is not over yet, I have the skills to tie up the loose ends that this whole situation has created.

I know I’m being cryptic so maybe I should elaborate. A professor added a class period that was not on the syllabus. The powers that be in the university have sided with me. The rules are clear: a professor cannot add a class period and make it required for a grade. He can call an optional class meeting, but he cannot cover any new material. Now I am facing some personal attacks from the professor and one of the administrators in my department. Of course they are veiled and not specifically aimed as true attacks, but the meaning is still evident. Luckily for me, the truth is on my side. It’s very disappointing when people in authority that I once looked up to get caught in a lie. It would not be smart for me to serve them up on a silver platter to their boss, although I wish I could do just that. Instead I am going to let them know that I will not stand for being bashed in any matter. I am going to regain their respect by earning it the right way.

Is there anybody out there?

I’m really sad about what I wrote about in the previous post. So far there has been no resolution, no progress, just worrying.
I can’t deal with this now….. Is anybody out there?

Disaster

I’m so upset right now. Something happened in school with a professor. He called an extra class period that wasn’t listed in the syllabus. My problem is that it now conflicts with my orchestra job. If I cancel on the orchestra job I will be fired from my position and not be allowed to re-audition next year. If I don’t go to this extra class, I will fail the course and thus have to re-take it. I’m so upset about this….I can’t stop crying, and I just don’t know what I’m going to do. I have put up with soooooo much garbage from this professor over the course of my years here. He is incompetant and dishonest. I was almost done with him forever when this happened. I’m inconsolable and I need some help, but there is nothing anyone can do to help me. I can’t believe this is happening to me.

good weekend, better weekend

Well it was a very good weekend. I had a lot of sex. And it was good sex. My husband and I have found a couple that we are going to meet up with next weekend, and we did some chatting and webcam with them. They seem pretty cool and I think we’ll have a lot of fun. I’m only worried about one thing. Of the four of us I’m the only one to go to university. I’m surrounded daily by academics and “smarty pants’.” I am afraid of coming across like a snob. I grew up in one of the poorest states in the country, and my family didn’t have a lot of money. I am not a snobby academic ass, but I have been told that I come across that way sometimes. I agree that I have changed a lot since I left home, but I had to adapt to my new surroundings. Maybe the reason why I feel like an outcast int he academic world is that I don’t naturally belong because of my upbringing. There is a lot of bullshit in my field, and I usually don’t do well when I have to wade through it. I’m learning, though. I just hope that I am able to not act like an ass when we meet them.

Other than the fear of acting like a dumbass, I’m sooooo excited to do this. It’s been too long since my husband and I have had an encounter. I’ve been way too busy with school. I’m still too busy, but I just couldn’t wait anymore. The man of the couple has some yummy looking equipment, and he likes to control his lovers, so I’m just wet thinking about it. Plus, I’m going to get to experience some girl/girl action for the first time. She has such beautiful breasts; I really want to touch them. I am very nervous and both she and I are very shy in person so with the help of alcohol, and our men, we will have fun with each other. The thought of doing stuff with a woman turns me on way more than I ever thought it would. I’m sitting in my office as I type this and my hands are shaking at the thought of it.

This morning my husband and I were talking about our upcoming encounter and the look on his face when we were fantasizing about me being with the girl was so amazing. I think we might make his brain explode. I left the poor guy after sucking his cock for just a few minutes, and he had a raging hard on that I’m sure he had to take care of after I left. I couldn’t resist it; he has such a beautiful cock. He called me an evil tease. I love teasing him like that because tonight he’s gonna ravish me for sure…….

Sorry

I have decided to turn on the annoying word verification on comments. I actually started to get spam comments. Sorry to those of you who comment, but it had to be done.

Ouch

The fight with my husband went away without talking about it. I suspect that he felt really badly about it, but couldn’t apologize because he was embarrassed. And NiceGuy, there was some gooooood sex last night and this morning. Maybe that is what I should write about. I was already sleeping when my husband came to bed last night. He woke me up by pinching my nipple really hard. I was mad for a split second then I realized what had happened and he just attacked me. It was really hot because I couldn’t even open my eyes I was so sleepy. I felt like he just used me for his own pleasure…..I love that.

Then this morning we had our regular Friday morning sex. Except that I didn’t even get to cum! This is a rare occurance with my husband, but we had a slight mishap. I guess I was just really wet and he was pulling back to slam into me really hard and his cock slipped slightly off center and he ended up ramming into the edge of my hole instead of going in and he injured his cock momentarily. Poor guy fell over in pain. Can’t imagine what that would be like going from pleasure to extreme pain like that. Has anyone else had a mishap like this?

I relaxed today!?!? and “all men are morons”

I went to school at my normal Wednesday time of 8am, and I made it through my day without skipping any seminars or rehearsals. When I got home I sat my ass down in front of the TV and watched an entire 30 minute show. I had not set foot in my living room for a record 13 days. I could only sit still for one show then I cleaned both bathrooms. It took me an hour. I suck at cleaning. It takes me forever. Oh well, at least it’s done.

My husband has been acting weird today. He’s acting like a little kid who didn’t get his way. I think it was because I forgot to wake him up this morning when I left. Well I have to leave the house at 7:30 to get the the university by 8. He didn’t even go to bed until sometime after 4am. I know because I got up to use the restroom and he was still chatting online with a couple we’ll be meeting with in a month or so.

He called me from work while I was cleaning this evening and I wasn’t very pleasant. Who would want to exchange pleasantries while wearing rubber gloves? So then when he called to say he was on his way home he was pouty again. We went out for a crappy dinner at a local diner type joint and at some point during our conversation he said something that was offensive to me. He made a comment that I wasn’t a hard worker or something like that. He was supposedly joking, but I didn’t take it that way, and then he said in a condescending manner, “don’t flip this over on ME now.” That was two hours ago. I haven’t spoken to him since, and I’m going to see how long I can go without talking to him. He’s never acted like that before. I won’t stand for being belittled in public.

Even the perfect man is a moron sometimes!!!!! My mother did teach me that all men are morons. Of course when she calls my dad a moron he just says that he’d rather be more-on than more-off….. [insert deep eye-roll]

Back to normal?

I thought my life would go back to normal, or at least what I was used to at the beginning of this semester. It hasn’t. It’s actually much better. I still have many stresses to deal with, but I’m more motivated now. I practiced at home this afternoon because of a cancelled rehearsal. I usually can’t practice at home because there are too many distractions to deal with, but today I just wanted to play, and I did for three hours! I feel great now, but I wish I could keep going. But, I know when to stop, and if I did keep going I could injure myself again.

I have also gotten a lot of time to visit some of my favorite blogs, and I noticed that there is more than one person who lost their entire blog without knowing how. It just disappeared. One of them has set up a temporary blog until she can find out what happened, but I haven’t heard anything from the other. Her email address doesn’t work anymore either. Weird. I hate wondering what ever happened to people. I like closure on things like this, but I know I won’t be getting my way. Oh well…. If this person, who had three great blogs that I read regularly, sees this post. Please contact me so I know you are ok.

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