All hands on me, all cocks in my mouth.

Last night was most definitely fun! The event we attended was a meet & greet. It’s basically a party thrown by one or more groups on AFF and is most often organized by region. We went to one an hour away from home. Our friend A was one of the hosts.

We arrived early enough so that my husband could take full advantage of the hotel pool. He hates staying in a hotel and not using the pool. After swimming for a while with A the three of us went back to our rooms to get ready for the night. The group was first meeting at a bar across the street and most of us were staying at the hotel.

My husband and I arrived and there were only a few people there so far. That was good for me because I’m so damn shy in social situations that starting with a smaller group is always better. I found it quite humorous that people were introducing themselves first as their screen names then by their actual names.

Eventually there were maybe 20 people at our table. I was trying hard to feel confident and just chat with these people. They were really nice, but I totally suck at conversation with people - even if I know them well. I did my best and did talk to the people sitting around me. I wasn’t very aware of the looks I was getting. My husband told me later that they were really checking me out (girls and guys), but I was oblivious due to the fact that my eyes were usually staring at the wall so as to not catch someone’s eyes (yeah…real social thing to do I know!).

Towards the end my husband decided I was not drunk enough after 4 beers and went to the bar to bring back shots for me. Yeah, that’s shots plural…what a sweetheart, right? They were both “red-headed sluts” cause according to him (and to me!) that’s what I am. So, in that shot are: jagermeister, peach schnapps, and cranberry juice. I’ve had them before, but I didn’t realize that there was jager in them. All I know is that jagermeister tastes really bad. Really fucking bad. I love peach schnapps and cranberry juice so it almost evened it out. The first shot went down fairly well. I smoked a cigarette in between (yeah he was letting me smoke last night), and then took the second. But, while I was taking that shot my husband tried to make me laugh and I swallowed funny and coughed for a while. What a bastard! lol It didn’t help that they were rocks glasses and not actual shot glasses. It’s so much harder to try to swallow a shot in a wide glass like that.

I was horny the entire time we sat there. I knew that I’d be seeing at least some of these people later in various stages of undress and that I might actually fuck one of them. At around 10 we all went back to the hotel and met up in A’s room. She had rented a huge suite that was basically a one bedroom apartment. Seriously huge.

The bedroom of the suite was the smoking room. It was also the “play room” meaning that in the main room people could not smoke or get naked. That meant that in order to play you had to be in the smoke. That was totally fine with me because my husband was letting me smoke last night. I was in heaven! At first there were 6 women and about 10 guys. The crowd started to dwindle once the dirty dice game came out.

I have to admit that the dice game is not fun for me. There are two dice, and one has body parts while the other has actions. It’s half fun because I love when people randomly come up to me and pull out my boobs to suck on my nipples. I mean, what girl wouldn’t love that!??! I also loved watching everyone else taking their turns. The part I hated is that when I rolled I had to choose my victim (which could not be my husband or the person who had chosen me just then). This was hard for me to do. Really hard. Plus I wasn’t at all sure what was completely acceptable yet since this was my first time at something like this. Plus, with more women than men it meant that the women were very busy indeed. Not going to see a man groping another man (well I’d like to see it, but in that group it wasn’t going to happen), but the women were all over each other.

Here are some highlights of the dice game: I touched and or licked every girls nipples that was playing the game, almost every guy that was playing (except for my husband) either kissed me or touched my nipples or something like that. I saw other girls sucking guys cocks. I was the only girl that got licked. It was A and she’s been wanting to taste my pussy for a while so it wasn’t a surprise.

The dice game finally died when I was the last girl left in the main room with four guys. So, we all went into the play room where we all sort of nervously chatted for a few minutes before A and another girl decided that I needed to experience a hitachi magic wand on my clit. A had mentioned it a while back and I was eager to try it. So, off came my skirt and panties. I laid down on the king sized bed, spread my legs and A fired up the hitachi and started rubbing my clit with it. This was by far the strongest vibrator that has ever touched my clit. I’ve never felt anything as intense. My head was spinning immediately, but it took me a long time to cum. The sensation was so different and so intense that it took me forever to finally cum. I’m kind of glad it took a long time because some wonderful things happened while I was in the throes of ecstasy.

I couldn’t really see what was going on, but I knew everyone was watching me. There were two girls besides me (one being A who was holding the vibrator on my clit), and four guys. I felt hands all over me and at one point I heard my husband telling one guy, J, to go ahead and pull my shirt down and suck on my nipples. I’m glad my husband was there to encourage the guys to do stuff to me because they all ended up participating in some way.

I was kissing someone, I could feel someone touching my nipples, and then the first cock appeared in front of my face. I started sucking on it right away. It was rock hard and much appreciated at that point. I love to suck cock, and this guy, G, was really into it. I didn’t have that great of an angle, but it was so nice to have a cock in my mouth while I felt that vibrator working away on my clit. At one point someone told me to shove it all the way in my mouth and when I did G was moaning with pleasure like crazy. I love it when guys make sounds when I am sucking their cocks. It lets me know I’m doing a good job.

I was still fondling G’s cock and kind of sucking on and off it when I felt another someone take my hand and put it on another cock. This one was HUGE. I touched it for a while and caressed the guy’s balls and legs. Then I decided I had to have it in my mouth. I couldn’t get much of it in my mouth, but I kept trying. It was perfectly shaped and really long and really wide. I just kept thinking to myself…I hope this guy, K, fucks me tonight.

By this time A’s hand was numb from using the toy on me so the other girl, L, took over. A was busy with J and G by this time anyway. She had G’s cock in her mouth and J was fingering her. I can not describe how good this vibrator felt on my clit. My whole body was floating on pleasure and I hadn’t even cum yet. At one point the girls were coaxing me to cum - they thought maybe I was holding it in, but I was really seriously trying to cum and managed to squeak out a statement to that effect. I couldn’t really say much. It was hard to catch my breath, plus I still had K’s cock in my mouth.

K was alternating playing with my nipples touching my stomach and arms and legs and kissing me while I alternated between sucking his cock and writhing and moaning in ecstasy. Finally I felt my clit start to feel even more sensitive and not a second later a HUGE orgasm hit me. And when I say hit I mean it hit me with a force no other orgasm has ever. Ironically, I made very little noise…I couldn’t breath. But after it started to subside I did start making a lot of noise because I couldn’t handle the vibration anymore and needed L to stop.

I lay there and caught my breath and came back down from the rafters and I heard my husband asking K if he wanted to fuck me. It was like my husband was reading my mind. After an orgasm like that there was nothing I wanted more than a huge cock inside me immediately. K quickly donned a condom and as he was positioning himself at the entrance to my pussy I looked up at him and said, “I don’t even know your name.” It was true, I didn’t remember what his name was because he had arrived pretty late and I was already drunk by that time. I heard my husband mutter, “that’s awesome.” I don’t remember what K said, but he didn’t tell me his name until after we finished fucking. As he pushed his cock inside me for the first time I did tell him that I loved his cock. As he fucked me I kept telling him how good it felt. It did feel incredible. He leaned down and kissed me, and we had some really good eye contact. I loved the way he was looking at me. So. fucking. hot. He fucked me for quite a while and when we finished I was dizzy and couldn’t even sit up without help. I had to ask my husband to help me sit up and bring me some water.

The beer combined with the two shots of jager combined with the lack of substantial food combined with the vigorous fucking following a mind blowing orgasm made for a pretty crappy feeling Mia. I felt completely awesome and horrible at the same time. I hadn’t even been feeling that drunk before, but after all of that I felt like I had had about 5 too many drinks. I smoked one last cigarette because damn it I never get to smoke after sex, and even if I felt like I needed to pass out I was determined to smoke. I stood naked in the corner smoking a cigarette and drinking water. My legs were shaking the entire time and I had to lean on the wall to keep myself standing. I didn’t want to leave. I wanted to stay and at least watch and at most fuck both of the other two guys, J and G. But it was not to be so. I started feeling like I was going to be sick so my husband took me back to the room.

I was disappointed to be leaving because as I was kissing K and J goodbye, G was fucking L and I really wanted to watch them. And by the way, all of the guys and especially K were fantastic kissers. So, my husband took me back to our room and I drank some soda and some water and laid down. I knew my husband desperately wanted to fuck me. I wanted him, too, but I was just too nauseous. He didn’t play hardly at all that night and was the only one with his clothes still on. He was just too excited to be watching me that he never even tried to get involved. Kind of cute to see the look on his face though.

I passed out and the next thing I know it’s 6:30 am and my husband is groping me and I’m feeling so incredibly horny. We fucked, finally - better late than never, but neither of us could really get back to sleep. I had a horrendous headache and at about 7:45 went outside to have a cigarette. It was a beautifully brisk morning. As I was sitting on a bench outside the hotel an older lady came and sat down next to me, lit a cigarette and started chatting up a storm. She was with a tour bus full of older people. They were traveling across the country and were just stopped for the night. She asked if I was from around there because she was surprised at how cold it was that morning. I told her it was pretty normal for this time of year. Then she proceeded to tell me her life story. At one point she asked if I was married, and when I replied yes she said, “then you know how stupid men are.” What a riot! lol That’s one of the things I loved about smoking. It always meant instant friends with strangers. Smoking together was always a good way to make new friends. I hope Eleanor is still enjoying her bus trip across the country with her “idiot” of a husband who she obviously adored.

I extracted myself from my new friend and went back to the hotel room. My husband wasn’t asleep and we watched tv for a little bit then at about 8:15ish we fucked again for a bit. He wasn’t staying hard because he had just cum in me not like an hour before. He had me stay there on my hands and knees and came back with three toys. There was a large vibrating dildo type one that he put inside me and turned on. Then there was a small vibrating toy that he put in my ass. And then there was the new clit stimulator wand that we just got. He was rubbing my clit with the wand thing and then he slid a finger in my ass with the toy. It didn’t take long for all the stimulation to drive me right over the edge into another very powerful and sweetly pleasurable orgasm.

I fell right asleep after he got all the toys out of me. It was such a nice nap. I love sleeping after cumming. The phone rang at about 9:00. It was L telling us when we were all meeting for breakfast. My husband jumped in the shower and let me sleep for another half hour. Then I showered and got dressed and we went over to the suite to hang out until it was time to go to breakfast. A, L, J, and K were all there and we just sat and talked. It seemed a little weird to me, but that’s just because I’ve never really had mornings after with my play mates all that often.

We all left at about 11 for breakfast, which was at this incredible place with a kickass brunch buffet. Two other people who had left the party to go play by themselves joined us so there were 8 of us. It was a pleasant meal and we all got up to leave and kissed and hugged each other goodbye in the parking lot. I kissed A, and J, and especially K….I gave a little giggle after he kissed me because I was instantly turned on because right before his lips met mine he asked if I had a good time last night. I said, “yes” emphatically and then he kissed me. I really really really hope I can see him again soon. He lives not too far from us so it will probably happen.

My husband and I drove home and he left to go play nerd games. I practiced for two hours, which felt really good. And when he got home we went upstairs and fucked again. I sucked his cock - I didn’t suck nearly enough cocks last night and I needed to feel it in my mouth. He licked my pussy and then fucked me really good from behind. Then we fell asleep. There was a nice violent thunderstorm starting and it was a perfect afternoon to nap.

Right now I’m just so glad I had fun last night. I was super nervous, but I think I just need to get my clothes off to get rid of my shyness. I guess this was a bit of a warm-up for two weeks from yesterday…..I’ll have 5 cocks to satisfy that day.

P.S. I already ordered myself a hitachi…should be here in a few days.

Could be fun.

Tonight my husband and I are going to an event with like-minded people. There could be lots of naked fun. Actually there WILL be lots of naked fun. I just hope there is a guy there that takes a fancy to me and would be willing to fuck my brains out. I’m sure the chances of that are very high with this group. I’ve never been to one of these things, but my husband has so I know what to expect. I haven’t had sex (or masturbated for that matter) since Wednesday night and even then I was left wanting more. So, I’m really fucking horny!!!!!

Right now I have to run to work and try to make it through the day with the sluttiest of thoughts running through my brain.

I’ll be sure to write about my fun evening…but don’t expect the post until tomorrow….I’m not even bringing my laptop with me and we won’t be home until tomorrow.

Yum!

I just had my first threesome with two guys. It was awesome!!!!

I had no idea to what capacity I’d be participating tonight. It was hard to reconcile in my head that my husband was going to be sucking my Dom’s dick. Even D said he had no idea what to expect when I exchanged IMs with him this afternoon.

We all three got to my bedroom and D took off his clothes and my husband had him lay down on the bed. He started sucking D’s cock right away and all I could do was basically stand there and enjoy it. After a few minutes D reached his arms out towards me. I came over to the side of the bed hesitantly…I didn’t quite know what he wanted. He reached for my head and pulled me in for a long passionate kiss. Quite opposite from the kisses I’m used to from him.

Ok, I have to admit something to you right now….I have to write this post tonight before my husband will lick my pussy and I’m so fucking horny right now!!!! Ok, back to writing…..

I went over and sort of laid down next to him on the bed and he pulled me close again and kissed me then he kissed my neck and I was kissing and nibbling on his, too. I actually left a few hickies on him accidentally…he’s really pale and it didn’t take much.

He played with my breasts and pinched my nipples a little, but nothing even as close to as hard as he does when he’s trying to hurt me.

After a little bit my husband motioned for me to join him in sucking D. We took turns for a bit before D pulled me back up to kiss me again. Then I went back down and my husband and I exchanged a long kiss before both sucking and/or licking D’s cock together. That was so hot. I love the feel of my husband’s lips….they are big and soft and it was nice to feel them there on D’s hard cock with my own lips and tongue.

And again D pulled me up to kiss him. He was holding me tight and kissing whatever part of me he could. I could tell he was getting closer and closer to cumming. I knew my husband really wanted to taste his cum and boy did he ever get to. I can’t even explain the awesome feeling when D came in my husband’s mouth. So. fucking. hot.

D took a quick smoke break and came back in with a mission. He grabbed his big heavy leather flogger out of his bag and laid me back on the pillows and started flogging my tits, my legs, my pussy lips, my stomach….then he spread my pussy lips and flogged my bare clit. I was in heaven. I didn’t even expect him to do anything like that tonight and there I was getting a nice beating. He rolled me over so I was laying on my stomach and started flogging my ass and back and legs. The big flogger he has doesn’t hurt all that much. There isn’t much of a sting factor so especially on my ass and back it didn’t hurt at all.

He switched to spanking me with his hands and it really started to hurt. I had my face buried in a pillow….a pillow that D had been laying on just a bit before. It smelled like him and that was so fucking awesome! To have his smell in my nose while he was beating me made it more intense and I can’t even desrcibe the feeling.

After my ass was good and hot I felt something cool and flat being placed on one of my ass cheeks. Then the cold flat object was slapping against my skin….hurt like a bitch. It was nice that it felt cold at first though…a nice bit of contrast. I found out later it was a tool for spreading cake frosting. Anyway, he beat my ass, pussy lips, and legs with that thing and I loved it. He did also intersperse pleasure with the pain and made me cum a few times by rubbing my clit and fingering my pussy. At one point he brought me to orgasm by rubbing my clit while he hit me with the metal thing….one of my best orgasms ever!

Then he went back to the flogger. I love the big thuds of that thing when it hits me. Then all of a sudden he started hitting me way harder. It was like he was throwing his whole body into it or something (D is a very thin guy…not much to him). Apparently my husband had told him to hit me harder. I didn’t know that until afterwards though. Anyway, this flogging almost brought me to tears. It was intense and I loved it.

My ass must have been really red because both guys were sitting there admiring how red it was (I’m really tan from going to a tanning bed so a red ass is an accomplishment). My husband announced that he needed to fuck me and wanted me to suck D’s cock while he did. D lay down and I got his cock in my mouth while my husband got behind me and fucked me. My husband ordered me not to let my mouth leave D’s cock. That was hot…. He fucked me a bit and made me cum…it was all I could do not to bite down on D! lol Then after my husband came inside me I kept sucking and licking D’s cock and then his balls until he started to cum…my husband made him put it in my mouth so I caught most of the cum. What I didn’t catch, D fed to me off his fingers. Then he pushed my head down so I could lick up the remaining cum off of him.

And that’s where we stopped. I have to get up at 6am tomorrow and D gets up for work every morning at 5 something so we had to stop. My husband and I drove him home and when we got back I started writing this…..

Ok, I have a picture to put with this post, but it will have to wait for tomorrow…I need my pussy licked!!

Two cocks.

That’s right folks….. tonight I will be enjoying the pleasures of two cocks in the same room.  Not only will D be coming over again, but my husband invited him.  Seems the little bit of cocksucking he did on Saturday has left him wanting more so he asked D if he could suck him again tonight. 

Funny thing is, I’m going to be the one picking D up (he has no car and we live quite a ways from the actual town and I’ll be coming from work anyway).  I’m not sure about my role in all of this.  I don’t know how much I’ll be participating and how much I’ll just be watching.

I promise to write about it either tonight or tomorrow.  I’m super nervous, but I can’t wait to see what happens.

Last night.

I met with D again last night. After the last session I seriously considered not seeing him again. BUT after last night I am sooooooooo glad I did see him again. I’m feeling awesome today. I’m sore and moving slow, but I love that feeling right now.

I picked him up a little after 8pm and drove him to my house. It’s been exactly a month since I saw him last so I was a little bit nervous. We got started right away after getting to the house. My husband took pictures and little video clips throughout the night.

He started by taking off my glasses, which I absolutely love. It puts me right into a submissive frame of mind, because until that moment I’m usually my sarcastic funny self and probably making a lame joke about something. He set my glasses on the shelf and immediately grabbed me and kissed me forcefully. I was wearing a tube top with no bra and slid that down and started pinching my nipples really hard…I almost had to stop because it was too much too fast, but he figured it out and backed off a little. He got me out of the rest of my clothes and pushed me down on the bed so I was on all fours and started spanking me. This time was intense from the start. He spanked me for what seemed like forever and I was getting close to making him stop, but I pushed through it. That is part of why I like getting beat by someone. I like to see how far I can go. After a while it actually starts to feel good, too.

He put a collar on me attached to a leash and put me on the floor on my hands and knees. He started spanking me with a wooden paddle that hurt like a bitch. After a bit of that he put a condom on and started fucking me. My ass was red and sore and as he fucked me it felt like I was still being spanked. While he fucked me he would reach around and pinch my nipples really really hard and continued to spank my ass. After he made me cum the first time he pinched them again and it hurt so much I started to cry. My state of mind at this point is hard to describe. Everything was so intense I just couldn’t help but cry. I think he was trying to get me to that point, too because he kept having me turn my head so he could see my face. I must stress here that I was not crying because of anything bad or that I asked him to stop and he wouldn’t.

Next he had me lay flat on my stomach on the floor and he spanked me again for a long time. I know I started crying again during that, too. He had me roll over onto my back and sort of sat on my face or rather squatted over my face and made me suck and lick his balls. He pushed both of his balls in my mouth at the same time and started pinching my nipples again and it was all I could do to not bite down at that moment. He’s brave to do something like that. Or foolish….lol. This part of the night was when I felt the most humiliated (which is something I was wanting). He made me suck his toes and lick the bottom of his foot. Then he rubbed my wet slit with his heel and made me lick my juices off.

Then we took a break. He went outside to smoke (lucky bastard) and I got up and lay down on the bed. I was feeling really tired at that point. I was as tired as I usually am after an entire evening with him. I was laying on my stomache because my ass was on fire and I just laid my head down in my arms.

He came back from downstairs and started spanking me again. This time he was more on top of me and holding me in place while he spanked my ass. He got me up on my knees and fucked me some more. It felt so good right then. I needed to have him inside me and boy did it ever feel good. Then he started doing what made the night absolutely perfect. He would finger my clit or kiss me gently then hurt me again by spanking or nipple pinches while he shoved his cock in me. He kept going back and forth with that and it made me so emotional and it was really easy for him to make me cum in that state.

He took another short break and when he came back he bound my breasts in rope then had me lay on my side while he tied my feet to my hands. My memory of this part of the night is already a bit fuzzy because I was floating through most of it, but while I was tied up like that he whipped me with a big soft flogger that was nice and thuddy. And with some evil little whip thing that stung like hell. He interspersed that with rubbing my clit and fingering me to make me cum.

Then he put on a rubber glove grabbed some lube and tried to fist me again. He went nice and slow and it hurt only at the last moment when he couldn’t quite get all the way in. He tried a few times and got further in each time, but still not all the way. He made me cum at least twice while trying to get inside….I really want to know what it feels like with a fist up inside me because even though he didn’t get all the way in it felt really good when he touched up there as much as he could. He was rubbing my clit while he was up there and it felt so incredibly good. It was like the feeling I get when I’m masturbating and trying not to cum - that hot/electric feeling of no return. When I came with his hand in there it was so intense. It made me shake all over - I was totally out of it.

He got up and grabbed something; I wasn’t looking because I was pretty much not able to lift my head at this point. He put a ball gag in my mouth and fastened it behind my head. Then he took the ropes off my breasts because they can only be bound for so long. This next part was so out of character for how our interactions usually are that I was completely surprised. He slid some sort of vibrator inside me and then laid down on the bed and sort of snuggled in behind me. He rubbed my clit for awhile then slid his cock inside me and fucked me. It was a different than before. He was touching me in an almost affectionate way. I’ve never been fucked in that position before. It feels really good to have him up against me like that. He was rubbing my nipples and pinching them lightly and in a pleasant manner.

Then

he started spanking and whipping me again for a bit.

Then

went back to fucking me nicely and passionately. He kissed my neck and back and nibbled on my ear. He paused to rub my clit and finger me and make me cum.

He went back and forth between the pain and the pleasure a few times and I had my eyes shut when he got up and then I felt a tapping on the ball gag and someone whispered (D or my husband I don’t know who) open your eyes. D was standing there and my husband was kneeling down in front of him sucking his cock. It was so awesome to see. I knew my husband was really wanting to suck a cock and this was the first time he had gotten the chance. D is bi and was more than happy to oblige my husband’s request. My husband came over and kissed my lips as they were wrapped around the ball gag. It was a nice moment….

Then D came back over and fucked me some more - I wanted it to last forever. I have never felt like that ever in my entire life. It was such a release to go from pain to pleasure so many times. I have no idea how much longer D would have gone if my husband hadn’t noticed that my hands were slightly purple from being tied up. I didn’t even notice…probably because of all the endorphins floating around in my head. D quickly got the ropes off because he is very careful about my hands. Then it was over.

It took me a few minutes to recover then I got up and put on some clothes and we drove D home. I was in no condition to drive. When we walked down the stairs to leave my legs were so shaky I could barely walk. It was the perfect feeling.

My husband and I talked on the way home and he told me that he had been chatting with D and they had planned the part where my husband sucked D’s cock. I must admit that I like VERY MUCH that my husband chats with him and they plan stuff like that. It wasn’t alot but I hope they do it more.

When we got home my husband needed to “reclaim” me and fucked me. It hurt pretty bad after all the fucking and the fisting, but it felt good to have HIM inside me. I needed some nice touches and stuff to get my head back on straight. My husband is amazing. Last night was amazing and I was on top of the world last night. I know that I will probably get depressed today. I always do after seeing D. But it will pass…..

Oh, and in other news….. I’m going to get gang banged on October 13th. There will be three guys plus D and my husband. D is setting everything up and even has an entire page of rules typed up for the guys. More on that later if anyone is interested.

Long week.

It’s been a long week and I’m tired. I left my house yesterday at 7:45am and didn’t get home until 10:30pm. But!!!! it was a great day. I taught a ton of lessons then got to go out and have a few drinks and even a cigarette or two with some friends. Much needed!!!

I was just a bit tipsy when I got home last night. I was in the perferct mood for sucking my husband’s cock. I just needed to get a cock in my mouth. He was more than happy to drop his pants for me. I got on my knees and sucked him for a while until my knees couldn’t handle any more (stupid fucking knees!!!). It felt so good to hear him make those noises of pleasure while I sucked and licked his cock and balls. He would lean down and kiss me to get a taste of his cock on my mouth. That fucking turned me on. Plus he has amazing lips. He can get me wet just by giving me a peck on the cheek. We didn’t end up fucking though because I had a doctor’s appt this morning…..sucks to be a girl. But we’ll fix that shortly. I need cock and I need it now.

Then we settled in to watch Survivor, which we had recorded on the computer (don’t ask me how it works, it’s just damn cool). The new season of Survivor started last night. It’s set in China this time, and there is some nice eye candy as usual. So many good looking knee muscles (my favorite part of the male body, besides the obvious one, is the muscle that comes down over the knee…..fucking hot). I realize that reality tv shows are stupid and that I shouldn’t watch them, blah, blah, blah. I like “bad” tv so there!

I had to get up early again today and it was fucking painful. I’m home now and about to attack my husband. I’m sure he won’t mind one bit getting woken up with my mouth on his cock……

Reasons I miss Joe.

I have really started to miss Joe from Sharing Dee. I am going to make a list of reasons why I miss Joe being around his blog, my blog, the rest of the blog world.

- I love reading his posts! Can’t get much simpler than that. His was (and kind of still is although there are never new posts) the first blog I read when logging on. It was a guaranteed good read whether it was a hot story about their latest date night or just about some random topic that caught his fancy.

- I love seeing the pictures he takes.

- I love getting comments from Joe on my blog. It always made me feel honored and special when he left a comment over here.

- Somewhat less noble, but true: I miss the traffic I used to get from his blog. I am assuming that some of you that still stop by here originally came from his blog and thank you for that. But when he was posting regularly I got even more people clicking over from his page.

- I’m dying to know what’s up and how he and Dee are doing.

- It’s one of only a few blogs that my husband reads… and he’s pouting a little bit over it.

- Did I mention I like to read what Joe writes?

- I miss my friend.

There you have it, my not so profound list of reasons I miss Joe from Sharing Dee. If anyone else also misses him please leave a comment. Maybe he’s still reading blogs secretly….. Joe, are you out there?

Oh no, not again…

This sucks. I’ve hit a major hitch again. I can’t cum. Or at least I couldn’t just now with my husband who tried valiantly. I guess it’s time to focus on something other than sex this week just to see if I can get myself back to normal again. I hate it when this happens. Not so much because I miss the orgasm, but because it makes my husband feel like a failure. And me a little, too.

Oh, and if you don’t like reading about the wonderful fall weather approaching and the promise of a spectacular cold winter please just remember that nobody is forcing you to read my blog.

Fall?

When the weather starts to take that delicious turn toward autumn I start to feel at my absolute best. I always feel like falling in love in the fall. It’s when I met my husband. There is just something so magical about the change in the air and weather. I welcome the cooler temps and crave winter. Now, where I live I know that these perfect temperatures are only fleeing because it can be hot all the way until the end of October. But I can already sense the change approaching and I couldn’t be happier about it.

I taught 14 lessons today. That’s with my college teaching job and my music store job combined. I am exhausted and I can’t go to bed until my husband gets off work. That could be any time between 11:30 and 12:30 tonight. We have to drop off one of the cars at the dealership tonight so it can get an oil change first thing in the morning. So, I have to wait up for him….even though I woke up at 6:00 this morning to go to my job since it’s an hour away. I think I forgot to eat supper, too…. maybe I should do that while I wait.

Oh, and to the person I was chatting with tonight. You are awesome and I feel great now.

I’ll be out of town on business this weekend. Hope I can find someone to hook up with while I’m there. Who knows? It’s happened before…..

Interview with a slut.

Ok so the questions my dear friend Anna asked me have nothing to do with sex, but I am the resident slut around here. lol If anyone would like to be interviewed by me just say so in the comments. I promise to ask interesting questions…..very interesting questions. Don’t be afraid. I do think about things other than sex…..sometimes anyway.

1.  What is your biggest fear in life?

I guess it’s failure, but in a few specific ways. One is if I don’t get what I want out of my career because I’m lazy. And the other is if I ever lose my sex drive I will see that as a failure - and that fucking terrifies me.

2.  What is your favorite book?  How many times have you read it?

I have a favorite series of books. The Chronicles of Narnia by C.S. Lewis. I first read them as a child and have re-read them many times over the years. I wanted sooooooo badly to be one of those siblings. I used to have dreams about going on adventures with my brother and sister and they were always based on the Narnia stories. (DISCLAIMER: I am not Christian, but when I was I did enjoy the Christian symbolism in these books. And yes I’ve read every book C.S. Lewis every wrote and they are all about Christianity. Now I just look at the Narnia stories as wonderful stories and nothing more.)
 
3.  What was your first job?  How long did you work it?

I guess my first job would technically be delivering papers in elementary school and junior high. But my first actual job was as a telemarketer when I was a sophomore in high school. It started at the local phone company calling customers to do surveys then the phone company got bought out by someone else and the entire call center folded. My boss opened her own call center elsewhere and took me with her. I stayed working as a telemarketer for 4 years. I ended up getting fired my freshman year of college because I refused to change my major to business and since I was in management at that point they let me go. I guess being a music major just doesn’t cut it for the exciting world of telemarketing.
 
4.  If you were fabulously wealthy and didn’t have to work, tell me where’d
you live and how you’d spend your days.

I would live in Canada on an island in Georgian Bay. My husband’s family has land there. I’d build a huge house, hire servants and pay them ridiculously well, and just enjoy the solitude of a huge house on an island with few people. I’d still work as a performer and travel all over the world with my string quartet. If I was fabulously wealthy I could buy my way into getting to perform in all the greatest concert halls in the world. I would also hold a summer chamber music festival at my compound on the island. That would be the life…….. (oh and NO KIDS EVER!!!!!!!!!!!)
 
5.  Do you believe in the death penalty?  Explain your belief to me.

I don’t believe in the death penalty. Life in prison is way more suffering than being dead. Seems that executing some scumbag is just punishing the people in his family that had nothing to do with whatever crime he committed. Plus, what happens if the jury or judge was wrong. It scares the crap out of me to think that an innocent person could be killed in that way.
 
 
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1) Leave me a comment saying “interview me” along with your email address.
2) I will respond by emailing you five questions. I get to pick the
questions.
3) You will update your blog with a post containing your answers to the questions.
4) You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5) When others comment asking to be interviewed you will ask them five questions.