Spinning in Control

Entries from November 2007

Already successful, but not until Sunday.

November 30, 2007 · 6 Comments

I just had an IM conversation with K. I was about to go to bed and dream about cocks and I decided checked in on yahoo briefly. It looks like I’m going to stop by and see him on Sunday on my way home from here. He lives on the way and he invited me to stop at his place. So, I haven’t asked my husband if it’s ok yet, but I’m sure he’ll be ok with it.

I’m pretty excited. HE invited ME. That feels really good. I hope I don’t act too nervous. At least this isn’t a first time thing. Plus, this guy’s cock is pretty fucking amazing. I’ll be sure to fill you in.

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I need cock volume 998.

November 30, 2007 · 5 Comments

I need cock and so can you. Ok, that’s a nod to the Stephen Colbert book I got for my birthday. It’s hilarious by the way.

Seriously though, I am in need of cock. I’m aching for it. It’s been far too long since I had a good fucking. I’m away on business yet again and all alone in a hotel room.

There is another reason I’m so cock deprived. Tuesday night I got home at 11pm and my husband had invited our friend A over for some fun. I sort of set it up for him (as usual! lol) so I knew she’d be there. Well they had been at it for a while before I arrived and he had already licked her to more orgasms than he could count. So when I got there they told me to strip and get on the bed. There were hands and mouths all over me. It’s such an amazing feeling to have both nipples being sucked on at the same time. Ladies, if you haven’t experienced this yet please do it as soon as possible!!!!! :) You won’t regret it. I promise.

Things took a turn for the better (or worse depending on who you are) and they started ganging up to dominate me. I’m surprised at how suddenly things changed from just pleasure to pain. My husband was in charge of slapping my tits while A licked, sucked, pinched, scraped, and slapped my clit. Ok, so scraping and slapping sound really painful, and they were, but not to the extent to cause injury. She has long fingernails and she was using them to inflict all sorts of sweet pain. At one point she was slapping my clit and pussy lips not hard, but repeatedly and I almost told her to stop. It was putting me right into the place where I’m at the verge of tears. Just where I like to be, but it was starting to become too much because there were two people dominating me. Even when my husband and I are with D it’s pretty much just D or my husband that is doing stuff to me, but not at the same time. Anyway, she was really getting my g-spot with her fingers and the nails were causing some intense pain, but it made me cum so hard I was shaking.

She didn’t stop either, because I came again not long afterwards. I’m not even sure exactly what she was doing down there because the sensations were all starting to blend into each other. Then my husband started fingering my clit. I had my eyes closed, but I knew it was him because it went right to the spot that makes me cum the fastest. That man can play me like an instrument. I came after not very long and it was a huge orgasm. The kind that makes my clit so sensitive I had to tear his hand off of me. He was determined to not stop. He likes to torment me.

After that I was a bit dizzy and disoriented. I couldn’t catch my breath and I was coughing (still recovering from that damn cold). I just laid there for a few minutes until I felt ok. Then my husband fucked me. He had not cum at all that night and it didn’t take long for him to cum. He as so worked up from everything else, and my pussy is just that fabulous he came after only a few minutes.

Now I need more cock. That’s one thing that always happens to me after I play with women. It increases my need for cock. And here I am…..all alone. Who wants to come over?

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Stolen meme.

November 27, 2007 · 2 Comments

I’m stealing this meme from Trueself. Yeah it has nothing to do with sex, but it’s something my husband will enjoy so bear with me.

SUPPOSEDLY if you’ve seen over 89 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you’ve seen. There are 266 movies on this list. Copy this list. Then, put x’s next to the movies you’ve seen, add them up, and share your number. Have fun!

(X) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) Grease
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man’s Chest
() Boondock Saints
(X) Fight Club
() Starsky and Hutch
() Neverending Story
(X) Blazing Saddles
() Universal Soldier
(X) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
() Along Came Polly
() Deep Impact
(X) KingPin
(X) Never Been Kissed
(X) Meet The Parents
(X) Meet the Fockers
() Eight Crazy Nights
() Joe Dirt
()KING KONG
() A Cinderella Story
() The Terminal
() The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
(X) Dumb & Dumber
(X) Dumber & Dumberer
() Final Destination
() Final Destination 2
() Final Destination 3
() Halloween
() The Ring
() The Ring 2
() Surviving X-MAS
() Flubber
(X) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
() Practical Magic
(X) Chicago
() Ghost Ship
(X) From Hell
(X) Hellboy
(X) Secret Window
(X) I Am Sam
() The Whole Nine Yards
() The Whole Ten Yards
() The Day After Tomorrow
() Child’s Play
() Seed of Chucky
() Bride of Chucky
(X) Ten Things I Hate About You
() Just Married
() Gothika
(X) Nightmare on Elm Street
(X) Sixteen Candles
() Remember the Titans
() Coach Carter
() The Grudge
() The Grudge 2
(X) The Mask
() Son Of The Mask
() Bad Boys
() Bad Boys 2
() Joy Ride
() Lucky Number Seven
(X) Ocean’s Eleven
() Ocean’s Twelve
(X) Bourne Identity
() Bourne Supremacy
() Lone Star
() Bedazzled
(X) Predator I
() Predator II
() The Fog
() Ice Age
() Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
() Curious George
(X) Independence Day
() Cujo
() A Bronx Tale
() Darkness Falls
() Christine
(X) ET
() Children of the Corn
(X) My Bosses Daughter
(X) Maid in Manhattan
() War of the Worlds
() Rush Hour
() Rush Hour 2
() Best Bet
(X) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
() She’s All That
() Calendar Girls
(X) Sideways
() Mars Attacks
() Event Horizon
(X) Ever After
(X) Wizard of Oz
(X) Forrest Gump
(X) Big Trouble in Little China
(X) The Terminator
(X) The Terminator 2
() The Terminator 3
(X) X-Men
() X2
() X-3
(X) Spider-Man
() Spider-Man 2
() Sky High
() Jeepers Creepers
() Jeepers Creepers 2
(X) Catch Me If You Can
(X) The Little Mermaid
() Freaky Friday
() Reign of Fire
(X) The Skulls
(X) Cruel Intentions
() Cruel Intentions 2
() The Hot Chick
(X) Shrek
(X) Shrek 2
() Swimfan
(X) Miracle on 34th street
(X) Old School
() The Notebook
() K-Pax
() Kippendorf’s Tribe
() A Walk to Remember
() Ice Castles
() Boogeyman
(X) The 40-year-old-virgin
(X) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(X) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(X) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(X) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(X) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(X) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
() Baseketball
() Hostel
(X) Waiting for Guffman
() House of 1000 Corpses
() Devils Rejects
(X) Elf
(X) Highlander
() Mothman Prophecies
() American History X
() Three
() The Jacket
(X) Kung Fu Hustle
(X) Shaolin Soccer
() Night Watch
(X) Monsters Inc.
(X) Titanic
(X) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
() Shaun Of the Dead
() Willard
() High Tension
() Club Dread
() Hulk
() Dawn Of the Dead
(X) Hook
(X) Chronicle Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
() 28 days later
() Orgazmo
() Phantasm
(X) Waterworld
(X) Kill Bill vol 1
(X) Kill Bill vol 2
(X) Mortal Kombat
() Wolf Creek
(X) Kingdom of Heaven
() the Hills Have Eyes
() I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
() The Last House on the Left
() Re-Animator
() Army of Darkness
(X) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(X) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(X) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
() Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
() Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
() Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
() Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
() Ewoks The Battle For Endor
(X) The Matrix
() The Matrix Reloaded
() The Matrix Revolutions
(X) Animatrix
() Evil Dead
() Evil Dead 2
(X) Team America: World Police
() Red Dragon
(X) Silence of the Lambs
() Hannibal
() Battle Royale
() Battle Royale 2
() Brazil
() Contact
() Cube
() Dr. Strangelove
() Enlightenment Guaranteed
() Four Rooms
() Memento
() Pi
() Requiem for a Dream
(X) Pulp Fiction
() Reservoir Dogs
(X) Run Lola Run
(X) Russian Ark
() Serenity
(X) Sin City
() Snatch
() Spider
(X) The Sixth Sense
(X) The Village
() Waking Life
() Zatoichi
() Ikiru
() The Seven Samurai
() Brick
(X) Akira

I HAVE 82! This means I have a life, but barely.

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Lots of time in bed.

November 26, 2007 · 1 Comment

But not for the reason you probably think. I was sick this past weekend. I haven’t had a cold that bad in ages, and it hit me like a ton of bricks. Plus, we had houseguests from Tuesday through Sunday. First my brother for a few days, then my husband’s parents and sister for the rest of the weekend.

There was lots of shopping, eating, and laughing. It would have been a lot more fun if I wasn’t sick. I feel like I haven’t accomplished anything in weeks. Probably because everything I’ve done lately has centered around my house: cleaning, cleaning, putting up Christmas decorations, cleaning, wishing I felt like cleaning. I did some homework yesterday, but my heart just wasn’t into it. I have to write a paper for the class I’m taking, and I just don’t even want to get started. Maybe if I get this little paper written it will make me love writing and my dissertation will get off the ground.

In other news….I’m not horny. I finally have time all by myself at home and I don’t even feel like masturbating. All last week I just wanted some time to get myself off, but there was always people around. Now that I’m all alone I’m not even horny. On the plus side, the laundry is getting done.

I need another new sexual experience…..anyone have any ideas?

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Saturday - the celebration continues.

November 19, 2007 · 5 Comments

I woke up Saturday morning moving a little slowly.  I was vaguely sore all over.  My breasts were a little tender, my ass was a bit sore, my stomach muscles were sore, my pussy lips and clit were sensitive.  I had to clean up the house for the party that night so I lazed around with my husband most of the day then with two hours until the party started we cleaned up.  Everything was ready in plenty of time and I was looking fucking hot!

I wore a sexy little dress that is seriously tight and revealing on the top - my breasts were displayed nicely.  I wore no panties and some hot shoes.  I didn’t really need to dress that sexily for a party in my own house, but boy did my husband enjoy it.  Actually, I think all the guys that came over enjoyed it (and a few of the girls, too).  :)

 It was a fun party and I got completely WASTED!  At the end of the night only one person was left - you know, that friend of mine who never knows when to leave a party.  We were watching some television show that we get on Showtime on demand that she absolutely loves.  I think it was called Weeds or something.  Anyway, my husband had pulled out one of my tits and was rubbing and sucking on the nipple.  I was too drunk to tell him to stop.  It just felt so fucking good.  Then I wasn’t feeling so hot and had to go pass out.  Problem was, everything was spinning (and not even in control!!! lol) so it took me a long time to fall asleep.  My husband was a sweetheart and took care of me, bringing me water and ibuprofren, etc.

 I’m 30, but I don’t feel any different.  I feel better now than I did when I turned 25.  I think it’s the sex.

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Friday night.

November 19, 2007 · 4 Comments

My birthday was as good as it could possibly be.  I had lunch with my husband and his co-workers.  After lunch I drove to another near-by town to go to the spa.  One of my adult students owns the spa and gave me a free facial and massage for my birthday.  It was very relaxing, but I don’t think I’d ever pay for a facial because the skin on my face looks the same as it did before.

I got home from the spa and my husband was just getting home, too.  We grabbed a quick bite for dinner then I went to pick up D.  We had previously planned for my husband to be the one picking him up, but I guess my husband changed his mind.

 I was feeling nervous like I always do when I get to see D.  I don’t know why though because I’m comfortable with him.  Perhaps the nervous feeling was just excitement.  We got back to the house and went right upstairs.  He set his bag down and turned to me with that look in his eyes that I should fear, but instead I crave. 

He took off my glasses, set them aside, and started kissing me.  It always takes my breath away when he kisses me like that.  After my clothes came off (he remembered about my pants this time! lol) he told me to lay down on the bed on my stomach and he started spanking me.  He never starts slowly - it’s always right at the edge of what I can take from the beginning.  He was a bit more forceful and harsh than he has been before, and I really liked that.  It had been way too long since I had seen him in that context. 

While I was still on my stomach he told to get up on my knees and he started to torture my pussy lips and inner thighs.  I was consumed by a haze of pain, and before I even knew he had paused (I guess to put on a condom) I felt his cock pushing inside of me.  I wish I could experience the way that felt over and over and over again.  That contrast between the hot pain of his hands striking my flesh and then the sweet pleasure of his cock in my pussy is what I need. 

He continued to spank my ass while he fucked me.  I guess I was making a lot of noise because all of a sudden my husband’s cock appeared in front of my face with him saying, “you’re making too much noise,” before he shoved it in my mouth.  I did my best to stop my screams and make sure he liked the way I was sucking him. 

I think D was getting frustrated because he couldn’t get me to cum while he was fucking me.  He stopped fucking me and started fingering my clit and rubbing my g spot.  It took longer than usual with him, but I finally did cum.  Then we took a break. 

 For some reason I’m drawing a blank on the order things happened.  I’ll have to look back through the pictures, but I’ll give you highlights here.

There were lots of clothespins on my pussy lips and on my breasts.  They didn’t even hurt though.  My pain tolerance must have grown a lot since July when he used them on me the first time.  There was some very heavy flogging both with the little stinger flogger and the bigger one.  There was the cake frosting spreader and the wooden spoon.  At one point my husband was holding my pussy lips open so D could hit my clit and inner lips with the wooden spoon.  I almost used my safe word then because it hurt so much I was seeing colors.  Luckily D knew from my panic-filled screams that he should back off from that.  The flogging and beating did bring me to tears during that part of the session, but I had my head buried in a pillow so D probably didn’t know he made me cry. 

Another good part was when I was sucking D’s cock and licking his balls when he shot a huge load in my face.  I’ve never seen him cum so much, and I licked up as much as I could, but some got dried up on my face.  It was kind of comical because I had two facials in one day.  The other funny thing is I had my make-up done at the spa and it was pretty gross - nasty pink eyeshadow and heavy eyeliner with glitter sprinkled on my cheeks.  I guess the make-up artist knew I needed to look like a porn star for the activities I had planned that night.  By the end of the night everything was smeared all over my face, some of it being mixed with cum, and some being messed up from crying.  I looked horrible, but I loved it because of the reason.

Let’s see….what else happened……  My husband and I did suck D’s cock together for a little bit.  Then after that D was basically sitting on my neck/chest and wrapping my tits around his cock.  He was really grabbing my tits hard - hard enough to hurt really badly.  I found out later that my husband had actually asked him to bruise my tits.  I guess he’s come around to liking seeing me marked up by another man.  But alas, my tits are not bruised, but they should have been from what they endured throughout the night. 

While D was sitting on me, my husband came over and started fucking me.  It was heavenly to feel his cock inside me after everything else that night.  I don’t know what it is, but his cock must be the perfect shape for my pussy and I cum so easily with him inside me.  No other cock has that effect on me.  So, I came with D’s balls in my mouth.  It was awesome.  :)  Then my husband shot his load inside me even though he had planned on shooting in my face and on my tits.  But I guess the sight of his wife cumming with another man’s balls in her mouth was too much for him and he just had to cum.

 All in all it was a very fun session.  I think that my tolerance for pain has increased a lot because I don’t think I could have taken the beating I got on Friday back in July when we started all of this.  My goal now is to get D to take me even further and make me feel like I’m broken and can’t endure any more.  I want that so bad.

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It’s my birthday.

November 16, 2007 · 4 Comments

Well, I’m 30. I wasn’t dreading the milestone until last night at the end of work I realized that I had taught my last lesson of my twenties. That made me feel a bit nostalgic because I’ve been teaching for 12 years, and that’s a lot of lessons!

It’s going to be a good day though. I’m excited. I get to see D tonight. That’s a great birthday present. I do have to spend the morning all alone, but that’s ok. I don’t mind. I’m having lunch with my husband and his co-workers at my favorite place in the town where they work. Then I’m driving to a town an hour away to go to the spa. One of my violin students owns a spa over there and is giving me a free facial and massage for my birthday. Then I’m going out for dinner with my husband then……. my husband will be going to pick up D. I’ll just be waiting for them. I don’t know how I’ll be waiting yet, but it might be tied up (only to some degree, not completly immobilized because it’s foolish to tie someone up when they are alone). I GET TO SEE D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We haven’t fucked since the gangbang, and we haven’t had a regular session since September I think. Part of the reason I’m so excited is because I’ve seen him several times since October 13, but they’ve all been for “normal” things. He came to my students’ recital with his daughter, then I drove him to the airport to pick up his new girlfriend, then I drove he and his daughter to go visit his ailing grandmother. It was mighty frustrating to see him and smell him and not get to do anything fun.

I haven’t blogged for a long time! Oops, sorry about that. This past Tuesday night I saw K again. He’s the one that I sucked and fucked while they put the hitachi on me at that meet & greet I went to with my husband a while back. You know, the one who’s name I didn’t know until after we fucked. So anyway, my husband and I went to a “social” meet & greet, which is just some people from our group hanging out at a bar. I was exhausted after teaching all day, but I agreed to go. I had no idea K would be there because he lives in a town that’s 45 mintues away. But he was there and when he saw me walk in he got up and came to give me a big hug and a little kiss. We sat down and the group had some fun discussions and I had a beer. It was nice to be around people like me for once. I didn’t have to hide that I’m a complete slut. I was yawning away (NOT FROM BOREDOM! I really was tired) after about an hour and needed to go home. My husband and I got up to leave and we hugged the host of the party, then K got up from his seat and came over to me and hugged me and kissed me. He really kissed me. He kissed me like I never get kissed anymore. It was first just a peck on the lips, but he was still holding me close and kissed me again, this time not just a peck - he lingered a bit. Then his lips parted slightly as if waiting for permission to really kiss me. I followed his lead and then I felt his tongue on my lips, and I returned the increasingly passionate kiss. It seemed to go on for a really long time, but in reality it wasn’t horribly inappropriate and other bar-goers didn’t even seem to notice. After we finished kissing we said our goodbyes, and I’m sure it was obvious to him that he’d taken my breath away. At least I know he still wants to see me again! :)

I will be sure to let you all know how it goes with D tonight. It will be the best birthday ever!

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Slump.

November 12, 2007 · 3 Comments

I think I’m in a bit of a slump when it comes to blogging. I had a lot of fun this weekend, but most of it had to do with hanging out with friends so not much alone time was had in my hotel room. It’s amazing how hard it was to not think about sex. Once I was drunk it was all I wanted to talk about because it was all I could think about. Made for some funny jokes and also some secrets shared. Not sure how I feel about that yet.

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Our rules

November 8, 2007 · 9 Comments

I started this as a reply to Anna’s comment below, but it turned into it’s own post. These rules are listed in no particular order.

-he can have any kind of sex with anyone he wants at any time. I do not need to be present, although I like to be there.

-I can have sex with anyone as long as he sees me with the person first. Exceptions are made for out of town hook-ups. This rule does not apply to D. I cannot see D without my husband because of the nature of our interactions (you know, cause he beats me).

-anal penetration is prohibited except with my husband

-any BDSM activities must be approved by my husband and D (if he’s there - I guess I probably wouldn’t engage in such activities with anyone other than D or my husband anyway unless it was in the context of a gangbang.)

-no romantic relationships except between my husband and me

-we must use condoms except for oral. The only unprotected sex I will have is with my husband.

-no blood, piss, or crap - that’s just yucky

-either of us can say no at any time and everything stops until we re-negotiate

-when participating in BDSM activities a safeword is always available for use by me or my husband (for me, if I seem unable to say it myself and it’s evident to him that things have gotten out of hand)

-there is also an ever-evolving list of specifically BDSM limits that I won’t go into here.

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Will history repeat itself?

November 8, 2007 · 2 Comments

I’m off to play with my orchestra again this weekend. It was one year ago on this concert set that I met a guy in the hotel bar and then took him to my room and fucked him. So I ask myself, “Will history repeat itself?” I would guess the answer is no. I doubt I’ll be in the hotel bar all alone this weekend considering Mike is going to be around. I’m not even going to pursue him at all anymore. I have decided that it’s best left unexplored. In fact, I am going to avoid thinking about sex this weekend. Well, I’m going to try my best. I’m not taking any toys with me so masturbation will be fingers only, which I’m not fond of. Musically speaking this weekend’s music is difficult both mentally and physically. That requires giving everything I have. Being sleepy at rehearsal from masturbating all afternoon is just not going to happen. Now, of course, if Mike approaches me I will not turn him down. However, he’ll have to be blatantly obvious about it. No more hinting around.

I’ll keep you posted…

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