I feel empty today. I haven’t seen sunshine in almost two weeks. The weather here sucks in May. My house is a mess. I have no energy to clean anything. I need to start working on my dissertation. I need to practice for my gig this weekend. All I want to do is sleep, but my neck muscles are sore from laying in bed.

I need the sun to come out so I can get motivated to move on from feeling crappy.

Tomorrow night my husband and I have a date with a woman we’ve been seeing pretty regularly. I know that will make me feel better. She’s very sexy, and can’t seem to keep her hands off me. Just what I need right now.