I’m feeling very anxious today. There are two reasons for this. One is a job I’m applying for. I need to get my stuff turned in asap, but it’s making me so anxious. I don’t even know why. I’ve sent out so many application packages this past year that it should be old hat.
The other reason is I’m meeting D tonight. I have met people I met online before. I met my husband online and flew to a different country to meet him for the first time, but somehow today I feel like a bundle of nerves. It never gets easier, meeting people from online. I’ve done it many times since that first time, and I still get crazy nervous. I need to find a way to stop thinking about it. I have to go back to work soon and won’t have a break before going to the coffee shop so I need to calm down enough to teach all afternoon. I need to calm down. I need to calm down. I need to calm down. I need to calm down. I need to calm down. I need to calm down. Ok, slightly better now…..not really.
Plus, I think I might be talking to myself on this blog….all that traffic and nobody has anything to say?
It is just a meeting, the anticipation of where it might lead is what is getting to you. Hope it all goes well and it is better than the previous try.
Applying for new jobs sucks. There have been so many positions I have not applied for just because I do not want to do all the paperwork. I hope the meeting goes well.
LET ME KNOW!!!!!!