I’m feeling very anxious today. There are two reasons for this. One is a job I’m applying for. I need to get my stuff turned in asap, but it’s making me so anxious. I don’t even know why. I’ve sent out so many application packages this past year that it should be old hat.

The other reason is I’m meeting D tonight. I have met people I met online before. I met my husband online and flew to a different country to meet him for the first time, but somehow today I feel like a bundle of nerves. It never gets easier, meeting people from online. I’ve done it many times since that first time, and I still get crazy nervous. I need to find a way to stop thinking about it. I have to go back to work soon and won’t have a break before going to the coffee shop so I need to calm down enough to teach all afternoon. I need to calm down. I need to calm down. I need to calm down. I need to calm down. I need to calm down. I need to calm down. Ok, slightly better now…..not really.

Plus, I think I might be talking to myself on this blog….all that traffic and nobody has anything to say?